This morning I realized how much my mind is still living in the past. I keep my thoughts in the majority of "what if" "it should have been like this" "this should have happened". And I'm realizing that that' absolutely no way to live.
So I wash my hands of it.
I've made many a stupid mistakes. Done things I'm in no way proud of. I've loved and lost and have gone to the brink of losing my mind and I'm done with it.
I've come a long way from who I was and while I'm still not 100% on who exactly I am I know I'm a whole lot closer to figuring that out than I was last year.
It's time for a much needed change and each day while there are setbacks I know that I'm slowly going just a bit further.